Today which is Friday of this week my boss let me get off work at 4pm so I can enjoy the brief afternoon of my birthday weekend. I decided to go to the rooftop bar( of which they checked my id to find out I was severely overaged, the guard was disappointed but said happy birthday anyway, although it is tomorrow). After it started to get crowded I proceeded to the most convenient tea shop nearby which was Argo tea.
Balloons flying near the Empire State Building, view from 20 stories high
From ground level
At Argo tea I was told of a nameless doppelgänger who comes at the same time everyday. I was surprised and fascinated and at the same time, I remembered a long time ago when a former coworker had ran after a girl who looked like me and realized it wasn’t me.
Today I was so scared of losing somebody I realized I had taken for granted recently. My mind went from is that person ignoring me to is that person alive. Seems like it’s hard to change the worrywart part of myself. I even went to the restroom at level 20 to cry it out. Luckily that person is safe and sound, and doing better than me.
nanansa 